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I Know I'm a Mess Sometimes

by CS Trash Collection

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I Know I'm a Mess Sometimes, Pt. 1 05:05
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I didn't hate myself last week What's happened to me since then? Well, of course I know the answer I keep telling myself and telling myself again The water and the smoke Vacate my lungs I wonder what kind of person I've become You did nothing to deserve any of that Wish I could take it all back I promise you if I could I would take it all back Unfortunately it seems That that's how low I needed to reach To see how stupid I had been I just want you and me I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that That's not what I meant I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that Oh please understand I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that That's not what I meant I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that Oh please understand Please understand I need you now More than ever before I need you now The water and the smoke Is long gone I need you now I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that That's not what I meant I didn't mean to do that That's not who I am I didn't mean to say that Oh please understand That's not who I am That's not who I am No That's not who I am
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I Know I'm a Mess Sometimes, Pt. 2 04:08
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I didn't mean to do that to you I didn't mean to say that to you I didn't mean to I didn't mean to I didn't mean to I didn't mean to do that to you I didn't mean to say that to you I didn't mean to I didn't mean to I didn't mean to Don't hate me It's just the way I am Don't hate me I couldn't help myself And don't help me I need to help myself Don't hate me It's just the way I am Don't hate me I couldn't help myself And don't help me I need to do this on my own Don't hate me It's just the way I am Don't hate me I couldn't help myself And don't help me I need to help myself I need to help myself I need to help myself out of this one this time I didn't understand I need to do this on my own I need to do this on my own I need to do this on my own I need to do this on my own I need to do this on my own I need to do this on my own (Look me in the eye) I need to do this on my own (And don't tell me lies) I need to do this on my own (Just tell me how you feel) Don't hate me (Yeah look me in the eye) Don't hate me (And don't tell me lies) And don't help me (Anymore) I need to do this on my own (So many lies and so many ways to) (Make so many stupid mistakes and I'm burning away) (I'm burning away)

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Two tracks of much-needed self-reflection and emotional expression. I have never been prouder of any music I have made.

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released August 12, 2020

Written and recorded by Colin Scott
Produced by Colin Scott
Mixed and mastered by Colin Scott
Artwork by Colin Scott

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Hi, I'm Colin. Here's some of my music, I hope you like it!

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